Somehow i want to practice my english now in this dailyblog since i posted so many stories in benablog. It's like i don't need my dailyblog anymore. But.. i guess, i still need this daily because there's always something that i can't write in my main blog. :)
Well, i've been in my room for almost 20 hours now.
I'm not going anywhere today, i'm tired, and now, i don't know what to do. When i don't know what to do, usually i started to write about something, or thinking about something that might be fun, or useful for me and others.
Sometimes i feel so empty. Yep, because i don't have any friends at home. i mean, a real friend. When i'm in front of my computer, i do have a lot of friends. Eventhough they're not here in my house, sometimes i felt that they're here, laughing and playing around with me. So i'm not feeling empty.
A week ago. I started to broadcast my webcam again, in blogtv. So people could watch me sitting around in my room, playing around, singing, and dancing like a silly person that don't have any other friends except his lovely computer. I played a rhoma irama song, i was dancing around, there was about 20 people watching me through my webcam.
why did i do this?
Well, i know a lot of people feel the same as i do. Feels so empty. Don't have any friends to play with. Don't have a girl/boyfriend. Or just don't have anybody to talk to. I don't know someone who can make me laugh and smile, so, i become the one that make others feel happy. I just need some friends to play with, to talk to. Eventhough i don't know who the hell that watching me dancing around, i felt like they're all my close friends. They felt so empty, and they need something to make them happy.
I'm happy to make other people happy.
do you know what's on my mind when i was thinking if i have a lot of money?
i wanna share with everyone. i wanna make something fun.
something crazy that all people can join and forget all of their problems and play together.
until no one is feeling sad or empty.