It's been a while since.. oh i've said that many times before~

yeah i'm a bad daily diary writer. maybe because of twitter? i guess so. Twitter has been a place that i share my whole everyday short stories, but it seems that it's not enough. I really wanted to have a 'real' daily diary, but, again, i say that i don't have the time to write about it. yet.

well anyway, this June will be a very tough month for me, because what? Yeah, so many things that I should done this month. Assignments, Papers, Jobs, and of course BCG. Actually, BCG is one of my Mood Control now, it's like when She's happy, i'm happier than ever. But when I got a bad news about her, damn i'm screwed. I feel like i'm the one that so many people called 'labil'. That's why i have my new twitter account, to express my deepest feeling of something, or mad at something that i can remember and see in my tweets. Because right now, i still don't have the one that I can share everything to.

My sister said, "trust me if u have 'someone' u won't need this account anymore."

Yup that's 99% true.

I need someone that i can really really trust to share all my thoughts and problems, not to make her sick with all my problems, but a little more like.. yeah you know.. the point is i just need 'someone'.

and I hope that'll be .. i don't know who..